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Well good. She lied her way in between my brother and me. Got me addicted to the demon blood. And then when Lucifer was finally free? She laughed in my face.

She tore me and my family apart.

So you killed her.

Why wouldn't I? I've killed other demons for less.

Do you remember why you are here, Sam?

[Have some grumpy Sasquatch:] I'm assuming because of my addiction because no one's told me yet.

[:< Sam. T'Pol's a pro at ignoring grumpy, though.] You're here to reform. Murder does not help you to that end.

To reform?

[There's a sarcastic laugh.]

You're kidding me. My parents could be dead because I'm here instead of back home with them. I'm trying to clean up the mess I let out and someone here's going to tell me to change?

You are here because you've died.

And? It's not the first time. This is my third time, I think.

[Your world is SO ILLOGICAL SAM.] Your return before your graduation is not impossible, but unlikely.

Yeah, the riddles? Stop. I graduated like eight years ago. High school's not that big of a deal.

I was not referring to schooling. Inmates aboard the barge aim to graduate, and are allowed to leave.

Graduate from what? Being locked up in cells?

Some of your memory has returned. It is likely the rest will in time, and you will remember what the Barge's purpose is.

Oooor you could just tell me.

Inmates are here because they have died, and are capable of being redeemed. Those who grow and accomplish that redemption are given a second chance in life. Some return home, some stay on as wardens. You came here in September as an inmate, and you and your brother recently disappeared.

I take it the last thing you remember is no longer being a busboy.

The last thing I remember before showing up here was getting impaled on a pipe by an angel trying to kill my parents.

It is my understanding that occasionally inmates are pulled from the ship. I do not understand it fully.

You are here because you've died, and you are capable of being a better person than you have been. Killing Ruby does you no aide.

When you've remembered more, please tell me.

...[a long, long pause.]

OhmyGod.

[Silence of expectation!]

Sam?

[There's some labored breathing before:] I killed Ruby. After everything I...

Fuck.

[A long pause on her end.]

What happened, Sam?

[Dramatically, lol, but quietly:] I remember. I remember the five months I was on here. And... shit, I'm sorry. I shouldn't...

You left the ship. Something happened?

[In a hushed tone:] Lucifer. Lucifer found me. I think I told you, right? That he would bring me back to life if he found my body? Well, that's what he did. And I don't even know how, but I got away from him. And then, well, it was five months back home. I became a hunter again. It's the only thing I could do because, well, running didn't help me. Jo and Ellen, friends of ours, they... we tried to take down the devil and it didn't. It didn't work. The colt won't work on him. But, everyone's gunning for us. Everyone. The angels, the demons. Seriously, there's no level ground back home. Anna, a former friend of ours, went back in time to try and kill Dean and my parents so I wouldn't ever be born. We went back to stop her and I got stabbed. And then woke up here.

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Re: [Private to T'Pol/Sam] Sorry he's being a dick.

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Re: [Private to T'Pol/Sam] - So, in light of all the omgchaos, he needs to remember shit.

Re: [Private to T'Pol/Sam] - Awwwww Sam. :[ Sad puppy face.

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