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T'Pol ([personal profile] with_discipline) wrote2010-09-20 02:23 pm
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[Today, in addition to being glassy and constricted, T'Pol's eyes are red. She's been crying, and she really isn't trying to hid it.]

Seems like our numbers keep fluctuating. Can't blame 'em, not really. Everyone's got to do what's best by them. It'll be safer out there for some, but - if I'd known I could come here before I did, I - I wouldn't have come alone.

[She looks away, eyes wet again. She's going to be so ashamed of this once things are back to normal. Running a hand through her hair, she laughs a little, shaking her head. A syrette is visible in the corner of the screen, on the dresser in front of her; a spoon is nearby.]

Can't please everyone, I guess.

(((So that mysteeeerious past of T'Pol's involves having stones thrown at her and losing her daughter before finding a home in the carnival. With Angie and John going, and Kirk talking about taking his family and going, she's using up her morphine pretty fast to deal with it.)))
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[identity profile] grand-lotus.livejournal.com 2010-09-20 06:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[Oh goddammit woman are you in the morphine again :c]

Come on, now. We can't always know the future. Not even you, my friend.
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[personal profile] with_discipline 2010-09-20 06:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[She bought it fair and square, it's hers. :c]

Maybe not the future, but I know decisions just fine.

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[identity profile] grand-lotus.livejournal.com 2010-09-20 06:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Then you must know that you can't unmake what's been made.
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[personal profile] with_discipline 2010-09-20 06:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[That's going to get a sniffle and a ducked head.] I know.
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[identity profile] rass-bestie.livejournal.com 2010-09-20 06:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[Can't resist a crying woman.] A young man named Donnie is coming with us, T'Pol. Seems a delightful young man. Would you like to meet him?
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[personal profile] with_discipline 2010-09-20 06:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[She smiles a little and shakes her head.] Maybe later. Don't think I'd make a good impression right now. He from town?
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[identity profile] rass-bestie.livejournal.com 2010-09-20 06:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Of course, let me know if I can get you anything. [Of course, he's never even touched drink, let alone drugs, so...] Yes, young Miss Stephanie befriended him.
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[personal profile] with_discipline 2010-09-20 06:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[She's got plenty of drugs. :| ...Well she's running out, but she's good for now.] Are they sweethearts?
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[personal profile] with_discipline 2010-09-20 07:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's a little sad, but she's smiling.] Good for her.

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[identity profile] captain-jtkirk.livejournal.com 2010-09-20 06:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[Man you are making him feel guilty.]

You sure you wouldn't come with?
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Private - PROBABLY. MAYBE HE DIED TOO

[personal profile] with_discipline 2010-09-20 06:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[Sob good you bastard. She smiles, POSSIBLY THROUGH TEARS, and shakes her head.] Wouldn't work out.

Private - OMG YES. I WANT THIS EVEN THOUGH I DONT PLAY HIM ANYMORE

[identity profile] captain-jtkirk.livejournal.com 2010-09-20 06:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[WANT A HUG? Or some sex?]

You know I can't leave a woman crying in the dirt.
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Private - LOL MEL FINE. He died, the baby died, T'Pol got with Sam, he was a dick, hello carnival!

[personal profile] with_discipline 2010-09-20 06:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[Maybe just a hug. :|]

Good thing I'm not in the dirt, then.

Private - YES. Man I wanna log this shit now

[identity profile] captain-jtkirk.livejournal.com 2010-09-20 08:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Fine, crying by herself.

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[personal profile] championoftime 2010-09-20 07:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[He get so very worried.] To be honest, lass, neither would I. [And he's so thankful to have found his boy along the way.]
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[personal profile] with_discipline 2010-09-20 10:36 pm (UTC)(link)
S'hard, when things start to change.
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[personal profile] championoftime 2010-09-20 10:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Change comes inevitably. Sometimes whether you want it to or not. It's always coming, as well.

Some of it is for the better, sometimes. I don't like seeing you like this.
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[personal profile] with_discipline 2010-09-20 10:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Don't worry, my eyes'll dry up soon. [Morphine will still be there, though. She won't be letting go of that any time soon.]

You think things'll pick up, Sylveste?
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[personal profile] championoftime 2010-09-21 12:38 am (UTC)(link)
Not here. Maybe another town. Maybe another outfit. We're bringing them together in hatred and they're feuling our descent. It's rather deplorable.

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[identity profile] notonedrop.livejournal.com 2010-09-20 07:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[He sees the morphine stuffs.] You don't have to do that. I understand...I wouldn't have come at all if I didn't come when I did, but...that's not going to help anything.
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[personal profile] with_discipline 2010-09-20 10:37 pm (UTC)(link)
It's helped me fine for as long as it has.

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Are you sure? You don't look like it's helped you at all.
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How would you know?

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